dramathathadbeenpyingoutaroundMillennium.
Theyhadlunchtogether.BlomkviststoleasidelonggnceatPernil.HehadnotseenhisdaughtersincesheturneduptovisithiminHedestad.HerealisedthathehadfailedtodiscusshermaniaforthatsectinSkellefte?withhermother.Hecouldnottellthemthatitwashisdaughter’sobviouslyprofoundknowledgeoftheBiblethathadsethimontherighttrackregardingHarrietVanger’sdisappearance.Hehadnottalkedtohisdaughtersincethen.
Hewasnotagoodfather.
HekissedhisdaughtergoodbyeafterthelunchandmetSanderatSlussen.TheywentouttoSandhamn.TheyhadnotseenmuchofeachothersincetheMillenniumbombexploded.TheyarrivedteonChristmasEveandstayedfortheholidays.
Blomkvistwasentertainingpany,asalways,butSanderhadanuneasyfeelingthathewaslookingatherwithanespeciallyoddexpressionwhenshepaidbacktheloanwithachequefor120,000kronor.
TheytookawalktoTrovilndback,hadChristmasdinnerattheinn,andwentbacktothecabinwheretheylitafireinthewoodstove,putonanElvisCD,anddevotedthemselvestosomepinoldsex.WhenSanderfromtimetotimecameupforair,shetriedtoanalyseherfeelings.
ShehadnoproblemwithBlomkvistasalover.Therewasobviouslyaphysicattraction.Andhenevertriedtotutorher.
Herproblemwasthatshecouldnotinterpretherownfeelingsforhibequitehonest,hehadatryingabilitytoperateherdefencesandtogethertotalkaboutpersonalmattersandprivatefeelings.Eventhoughshehadenoughsensetoignoremostofhisquestions,shetalkedaboutherselfinawaythatshewouldnever,evenunderthreatofdeath,haveimagineddoingwithanyotherperson.Itfrightenedherandmadeherfeelnakedandvulnerabletohiswill.
Atthesametime—whenshelookeddownathisslumberingformandlistenedtohimsnoring—shefeltthatshehadneverbeforeinherlifehadsuchatrustinanotherhumanbeing.SheknewwithabsolutecertaintythatMikaelwouldneverusewhatheknewabouthertohurther.Itwasnotinhisnature.
Theonlythingtheyneverdiscussedwastheirretionshiptoeachother.Shedidnotdare,andBlomkvistneverbroachedthesubject.
Atsomepointonthemorningoftheseconddayshecametoaterrifyingrealisation.Shehadnoideahowithadhappenedorhowshewassupposedtocopewithit.Shewasinloveforthefirsttimeinherlife.
Thathewasalmosttwiceheragedidnotbotherher.NordidthefactthatatthemomenthewasoneofthemostnewsworthypeopleinSweden,andhispicturewasevenonthecoverofNewsweek—thatwasalljustsoapopera.ButBlomkvistwasnoeroticfantasyordaydreauldnotpossiblyworkout.Whatdidheneedherfor?Maybeshewasjustawaytopassthetimewhilehewaitedforsomeonewhoselifewasnotafuckingrathole.
Whatshehadrealisedwasthatlovewasthatmomentwhenyourheartwasabouttoburst.
WhenBlomkvistwokeuptethatmorning,shehadmadecoffeeandbeenouttobuybreakfastrolls.Hejoinedheratthetableandnoticedatoncethatsomethinginherattitudehadchanged—shewasabitmorereserved.Whenheaskedherifanythingwaswrong,shegavehimaneutral,unprehendinglook.
OnthefirstdaybetweenChristmasandNewYear’s,BlomkvisttookthetrainuptoHedestad.HewaswearinghiswarmestclothesandhisproperwintershoeswhenFrodemethimatthestationandquietlycongratutedhimonthemediasuess.ItwasthefirsttimesinceAugustthathehadvisitedHedestad,anditwasalmostexactlyoneyearagosincehehadvisiteditforthefirsttime.Theychattedpolitely,buttherewasalsoagreatdealthathadgoneunsaidbetweenthem,andBlomkvistfeltunfortable.
Everythinghadbeenprepared,andthebusinesswithFrodetookonlyafewminutes.Frodeofferedtodepositthemoneyinaconvenientforeignbankaount,butBlomkvistinsistedthatitshouldbepaidlikeanormal,legitimatefeetohispany.
“Ican’taffordanyothertypeofpayment,”hesaidcurtlywhenFrodepersisted.
Thepurposeofhisvisitwasnotsolelyfinancial.Blomkvisthadleftclothes,s,andanumberofhisownthingsinthecottagewhenheandSanderhadabandonedHedebyingreathaste.
Vangerwasstillfraifterhisillness,buthewasathome.Hewasbeinglookedafterbyaprivatenurse,whorefusedtoallowhimtotakelongwalks,orwalkupstairs,ordiscussanythingthatmightupsethim.Duringtheholidayshehadalsoedownwithaslightcoldandwasorderedtobed.
“Besideswhich,she’sexpensive,”Vangerpined.
Blomkvistknewthattheoldmancouldaffordanysuchexpense—consideringhowmanykronorhehadwrittenoffhistaxesallhislife.Vangergavehimasullenlookuntilhestartedughing.
“Whatthehell,youwerewortheverykrona.Iknewyouwouldbe.”
“Totellyouthetruth,IneverthoughtI’dsolveit.”
“Ihavenointentionofthankingyou,”Vangersaid.
“Ididn’texpectyouwould.I’mjustheretotellyouthatIconsiderthejobdone.”
Vangercurledhislips.“Youhaven’tfinishedthejob,”hesaid.
“Iknowthat.”
“Youhaven’twrittentheVangerfamilychronicle,whichwasagreed.”
“Iknowthat.I’mnotgoingtowriteit.Infact,Ican’twriteit.Ican’twriteabouttheVangerfamilyandleaveoutthemostcentraleventofthepastdecades.HowcouldIwriteachapteraboutMartin’speriodasCEOandpretendthatIdon’tknowwhat’sinhisbasement?Ialsocan’twritethestorywithoutdestroyingHarriet’slifealloveragain.”
“Iunderstandyourdilemma,andI’mgratefulforthedecisionthatyou’vemade.”
“Congratutions.You’vemanagedtocorruptme.I’mgoingtodestroyallmynotesandthetaperecordingsI’vemadeofourconversations.”
“Idon’tthinkthatyou’vebeencorrupted,”Vangersaid.
“That’swhatitfeelslike.AndIthinkthat’swhatitis.”
“Youhadtochoosebetweenyourroleasajournalistandyourroleasahumanbeing.Icouldneverhaveboughtyoursilence.AndI’mquitecertainthatyouwouldhaveexposedusifHarriethadturnedoutinsomewaytohavebeenimplicated,orifyouthoughtIwasacretin.”
Blomkvistdidnotreply.
“We’vetoldCeciliathewholestory.FrodeandIwillsoonbegone,andHarrietisgoingtoneedsupportfromsomeoneinthefamily.Ceciliawillpyanactiveroleontheboard.SheandHarrietwillbeinchargeofthefirmfromnowon.”
“Howdidshetakeit?”
“Shewasveryshaken.Shewentabroadforawhile.Iwasevenafraidshewouldn’teback.”
“Butshedid.”
“MartinwasoneofthefewpeopleinourfamilythatCeciliaalwaysgotalongwith.Itwasveryhardforhertofindoutthetruthabouthim.Shealsoknowsnowwhatyoudidforthefamily.”
Blomkvistshrugged.
“Sothankyou,Mikael,”Vangersaid.
“Besides,Icouldn’twritethestorybecauseI’vehadituptoherewiththeVangerfamily.Buttellme,howdoesitfeeltobeCEOagain?”
“It’sonlytemporary,but…IwishIwereyounger.I’monlyworkingthreehoursaday.Allthemeetingsareheldinthisroom,andDirchhassteppedinagainasmyenforcerifanyoneactsup.”
“Thejuniorexecutivesmustbequakingintheirboots.IttookmeawhiletorealisethatDirchwasn’tjustanoldsweetieofafinanciadviserbutalsosomeonewhosolvesproblemsforyou.”
“Exactly.ButalldecisionsaremadewithHarriet,andshe’stheonewho’sdoingthelegworkintheoffice.”
“Howarethingsgoingforher?”
“Sheinheritedbothherbrother’sandhermother’sshares.Shecontrolsabout33percentofthecorporation.”
“Isthatenough?”
“Idon’tknoxanderhasseenthathehasachancetomakeanimpactandhasalliedhimselfwithBirger.MybrotherHaraldhascancerandwon’tlivemuchlonger.Hewastheonlyremainingpersonwithrgeshareholdingsof7percent,whichhischildrenwillinherit.CeciliaandAnitawillbeonHarriet’sside.”
“Thentogetheryou’llcontrol,what,45percent.”
“Thatkindofvotingcartelhasneverexistedwithinthefamilybefore.Plentyofshareholderswithoneandtwopercentwillvoteagainstus.HarrietisgoingtosueedmeasCEOinFebruary.”
“Thatwon’tmakeherhappy.”
“No,butit’snecessary.Wehavetotakeinsomenewpartnersandnewblood.WealsohavethechancetocolboratewithherpanyinAustralia.Therearepossibilities.”
“Where’sHarriettoday?”
“You’reoutofluck.She’sinLondon.Butshewouldverymuchliketoseeyou.”
“I’llseeheratourboardmeetinginJanuaryifshe’sgoingtotakeyourpce.”
“Iknow.”
“IthinkthatsherealisesthatIwillneverdiscusswhathappenedinthesixtieswithanyoneexceptforErikaBerger,andIdon’tseewhyErikaneedstoknow.”
“Shedoes.You’reapersonwithmorals,Mikael.”
“Butalsotellherthateverythingshedoesfromnowoncouldendupinthemagazine.TheVangerCorporationwon’thaveafreepassfromscrutiny.”
“I’llwarnher.”
BlomkvistleftVangerwhenhestartedtodozeoff.Hepackedhisbelongingsintotwosuitcases.Asheclosedthedoortothecottageforthesttime,hepausedandthenwentovertoCecilia’shouseandknocked.Shewasnothome.Hetookouthispocketcalendar,toreoutapage,andwrote:Iwishyouallthebest.Trytofiveme.Mikael.Heputthenoteinherletterbox.AnelectrihristmascandleshoneinthekitchenwindowofMartinVanger’semptyhouse.
HetookthesttrainbacktoStockholm.
DuringtheholidaysSandertunedouttherestoftheworld.Shedidnotanswerhertelephoneandshedidnotturnonherputer.Shespenttwodayswashingundry,scrubbing,andcleaningupherapartment.Year-oldpizzaboxesandnewspaperswerebundledupandcarrieddownstairs.Shedraggedoutatotalofsixbckrubbishbagsandtwentypaperbagsfullofnewspapers.Shefeltasifshehaddecidedtostartanewlife.Shethoughtaboutbuyinganewapartment—whenshefoundsomethingsuitable—butfornowheroldpcewouldbemoredazzlinglycleanthanshecouldeverremember.
Thenshesatasifparalysed,thinking.Shehadneverinherlifefeltsuchalonging.ShewantedMikaelBlomkvisttoringthedoorbelnd…whatthen?Liftherofftheground,holdherinhisarms?Passionatelytakeherintothebedroomandtearoffherclothes?No,shereallyjustwantedhispany.Shewantedtohearhimsaythathelikedherforwhoshewas.Thatshewassomeonespecialinhisworldandinhislife.Shewantedhimtogivehersomegestureoflove,notjustoffriendshipandpanionship.I’mflippingout,shethought.
Shehadnofaithinherself.Blomkvistlivedinaworldpoputedbypeoplewithrespectablejobs,peoplewithorderlylivesandlotsofgrown-uppoints.Hisfriendsdidthings,wentonTV,andshapedtheheadlines.Whatdoyouneedmefor?Sander’sgreatestfear,whichwassohugeandsobckthatitwasofphobicproportions,wasthatpeoplewouldughatherfeelings.Andallofasuddenallhercarefullyconstructedself-confidenceseemedtocrumble.
That’swhenshemadeuphermind.Ittookherseveralhourstomobilisethenecessarycourage,butshehadtoseehimandtellhimhowshefelt.
Anythingelsewouldbeunbearable.
Sheneededsomeexcusetoknockonhisdoor.ShehadnotgivenhimanyChristmaspresent,butsheknewwhatshewasgoingtobuy.Inajunkshopshehadseenanumberofmetadvertisingsignsfromthefifties,withembossedimages.OneofthesignsshowedElvisPresleywithaguitaronhishipandacartoonballoonwiththewordsHEARTBREAKHOTEL.Shehadnosenseforinteriordesign,butevenshecouldtellthatthesignwouldbeperfectforthecabininSandhamn.Itcost780kronor,andonprincipleshehaggledandgotthepriceknockeddownto700.Shehaditwrapped,putitunderherarm,andheadedovertohispceonBellmansgatan.
AtHornsgatanshehappenedtogncetowardsKaffebarandsawBlomkvistingoutwithBergerintow.Hesaidsomething,andsheughed,puttingherarmaroundhiswaistandkissinghischeek.TheyturneddownBr?nnkyrkagataninthedirectionofBellmansgatan.Theirbodynguageleftnoroomformisinterpretations—itwasobviouswhattheyhadinmind.
ThepainwassoimmediateandsofiercethatLisbethstoppedinmid-stride,incapableofmovement.Partofherwantedtorushafterthem.ShewantedtotakethemetalsignandusethesharpedgetocleaveBerger’sheadintwo.Shedidnothingasthoughtsswirledthroughhermind.Analysisofconsequences.Finallyshecalmeddown.
“Whatapatheticfoolyouare,Sander,”shesaidoutloud.
Sheturnedonherheendwenthometohernewlyspotlessapartment.AsshepassedZinkensdamm,itstartedtosnow.ShetossedElvisintoadumpster.
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StiegLarssonwastheeditorinchiefoftheantiracistmagazineExpo,andfortwentyyearsthegraphicseditorataSwedishnewsagency.Aleadingexpertonantidemocratic,right-wingextremistandNazianizations,hediedin2004.
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